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Tomato Tomato

by bookwerm

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Connie 'there's something in my eyes, I promised I wouldn't cry' Favorite track: Stop the Song.
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ditchin the plants for a bit ya i'm goin back to plastic faster actin half the battles too missin the dance for a hit a green drag in the back in highschool blues walk like virgo not like cancer smartin off back at the first bad glance theres something in my eyes i promised i wouldnt cry stop the song i wannna get off stop the song i wanna get off i wanna get off stop the song i wish i did its all i ever knew as a kid stop the thought i wanna get out i wanna get high n smile but i cant i wont dont do it again sayin stop the song but the songs my friend i dunno i just miss my old friends a lot
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it wasnt magic but maybe magical see the static see the static grow automatic the heartbeat starts to sadden in the back of your car ecstatic embarrasing to watch it happens scary at the start imagine a million darts of bats in the bridge by the park dramatic i cried in the dark its okay to fall absolutely apart
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well all i do is try try try try try try try try try try when nothins goin right right right right right right right right right right well i think i wanna die die die but i wont and i can't let it happen and i dont let it go to my head sometimes i think i think that id be better off dead better off dead n if ya no show no show no show no show well its alright but the last few years have been a fight fight fight fight i wonder why i i i i i i i i i i wanna go home go home go home n turn off the lights n i close my eyes unconscious n i hope its not the end i know i could be livin better than this better than this better than this i could be livin so much better than this better than this better than this ya better than this
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equally scared the same kinda sad no the people dont care oh they think we're so bad equally sick the same kinda stupid the same kinda dares n the same kinda cute shit a straight line of ghost town roads no people slow down woah theres no reason to like a walk in the park the same kinda scared of the same kinda dark equally sick the same kinda fits the same kinda wanna sleep at least sit a straight line of ghost town roads no people slow down woah theres no reason to
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Real Wrong 02:50
ya said we're so so small n insignificant it doesnt matter doesnt matter a bit but ya see it matters to me ya see this matters to me i dont wanna stop the yarn i dont wanna be the dog the one that someone sings about when things are goin real wrong i dont wanna stop the yarn i dont wanna be a rhyme the same fuckin sound for the rest of my life i still like to believe in the freedom of music i just like to be me i would never abuse it i dont wanna stop the yarn i dont wanna be the dog the one that someone sings about when things are goin real wrong i dont wanna stop the yarn i dont wanna be a rhyme the same fuckin sound for the rest of my life
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Better! 02:52
this song's called i deserve better cause it's true! this song's called i dunno what to do. this song's called naked n alone in a room with a microphone i dunno fuck you! this song's called what? this song's called the sound of fuckin' up. this song's called stupid n dumb turnin' on the radio about to have fun i deserve better - true. i deserve better too. i deserve what i want i deserve to have some fun but i don't know how to get it get it. get it get it. get it get it. blew up in my face crash n burn crash n burn to pieces. didn't know what to do to save face couldn't give anybody what anybody needed. let's talk about the word 'deserve' n talk about what the world deserves. let's talk about the four letter words f-o-r-g-e-t-m-e! not tryin' to be yr friends friends or a fake friend ya that's why i hate friends. couldn't run can't hide i guess it's better that ya leave than lie i deserve better - true. i deserve better than myself too. i deserve what i want. i deserve to have some fun but i don't know how to get it get it. better - true. i deserve better than myself too. i deserve what i want. i deserve to have some fun but i don't know how to get it get it. get it get it. get it get it.
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wake up move it in motion run into the ocean again smoke up losin' the lotion fun fun i don't know which we could all just try i don't know why i couldn't stand to smile and couldn't stand to cry we could all just try i don't know why i couldn't stand to smile and couldn't stand to cry we could all just try i don't know why i couldn't stand to smile and couldn't stand to cry
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gone into a rocketship call me crazy call me stupid look me up in the yellow pages just to hate me! took a drunk n made him famous now i'm lonely i swear it's not a habit i just smoke until my nose bleeds walk around the livin room to clear the air losin only winnin some when losin isnt fair i'd walk around apartment kitchens just to clear the air again a flock of ducks a pond a line of trees the fence a dog we drive to places states n longer lines away a coffee cup a singalong to covers of my favorite song i've gone inside a rocketship to live in space where do movies play when its not christmas where do movies play when its not saturday night why do stars hate cities when we love them why is everything that i do wrong not right with the windows up on a summer day n the doors locked from the inside for safety in a stripmall off 59 in the southwest part of town my mom inked off her divorce with a rose on her ankle it wasn't that great she said it was just another fuckin stupid dumb mistake they say my smile comes from yours i guess i always thought it came from old episodes of seinfeld they say my cryin's an annoyin' mess i thought that's just how everybody asked for help
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a couple things that are true a couple things ya could do a couple things in yr life well they could happen to you a lot of last laughs n lots of lost thoughts it has to be said ya gotta quit pot. we're goin' dancing i know it's early and we're not even the type to ever really go dancing it's a class with a friend we'll be back around ten we're goin' dancing i know it's early and we're not even the type to ever really wanna even go dancing it's a class with a friend we'll be back around eleven or ten
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know nothin' no i don't care i didn't know i wasn't even aware i won't have it you won't have it i don't have the tears i won't have it you won't have it ya don't have the tears either she says a lot of things that she doesn't mean the world looks back and the world screams she says a lot of things ya don't wanna know, no but ya don't know but ya don't know, no know nothin' no i don't care i didn't know i wasn't even aware i can't manage you love damage i can't even bear, no know nothin' no i don't care i didn't know i wasn't even aware i can't manage you love damage i can't even bear
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Dropt Paint 01:31
ya dropt the paint n stopped to say it's not okay why? those stains come out sucked up from the ground n they leave the rug dry it may be long i hope it's not i hope it's all fine ya dropt the paint n stopped to say it's not okay why?
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Sharp 02:55
she said that i looked sharp. is it weird if the word rubbed me the wrong way or not? said that i was hot. is it too much to wanna be just enough? i would lay in bed. scratch the hairs all off my legs this time for real i won't make a big deal of it. said that i was cute i said thanks man yup you too. said that i was dumb. ya i know but i didn't think it mattered a bunch. no said that i was fun i said i never heard that from anyone. ya thought i was a little slow. i said i know i know i know
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Best Friends 02:09
hey look hey look hey look ya couldn't ya swore it aww come on this world's so small ya couldn't ignore it never levelin' out honestly buttoned in losin' to the sound of yr own breathe a slow slow movement away from the center of attention all over again best friends
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Duluth 03:12
it was autumn i was comin up takin' cymbalta it was somethin i needed i felt numb useless n drained it felt like i was speedin there i tried to explain i sat cold stupid n dumb at the window losin my lungs by an inch snow, scare me away all over the place over the bridge at the mouth of the lake its just another day in duluth duluth duluth idaho north dakota new mexico its true i dont care you can take a plane anywhere to what use i dont know west virginia ohio the blues open air central texas anywhere the next week switch it up with a new plan new pills refills pupils new man the next week the month after that a year later and a new address i could cry cry-y-y for every second that i hated in my life! and every dime dime dime dime dime dime that i spent tryna keep myself from cryin now im gettin a landline we got addicted to the internet at the same time its not goodbye n maybe if it is well then ill see you in another life but could ya stay in duluth duluth idaho north dakota new mexico its true i dont care you can take a plane anywhere to what use i dont know west virginia ohio the blues open air central texas anywhere
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Deleted 01:43
i felt hollow deleted empty meaningless void of life and reason and also the dreamin' stopped about a decade ago with the weed it was awful the feelin' reupload the real shit the cutthroat deleted scenes i was laughing n crying n worthless for trying and worse if the lying was called what we know it's all called it's called lying ya wanted to kill me emotionless and slowly unconscious without much guilt i guess i'd say ya wanted me to kill myself john that's crazy we love ya like the light in life that all of god made me honest baby that's the dumbest shit i ever heard lately
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i was talkin' to my niece she was into electronics n geography you were into noise i was into anything it's super true that i can be so sad i thought that you could help me get through with that play blues for the used up gulf coast brat dreams we were seventeen into takin' adderal and later smokin' weed a couple mics in a garage it musta been about a hundred degrees i wish the sun was more red n faded alive on the page by a crayon stain instead of bright white light n blinding we were little league in a world where everybody was a major team i think i'm off in the clouds sing along to gal costa's 'baby' now everything in this town is so flat the freeways highways streets n laughs n everything that i need i'm bad at keeping
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flip the lids draw the blinds i'll get a job teachin' people not to smile get a room in town 'n live my life but i'm too dumb too late so insecure i couldn't spell my own name couldn't draw enough bugs to kill the pain but i'm climbin' the mountain i'm losin' the weight i'll move to the arctic move to the bay i'll move to the heartland whatever okay they call me brickheaded 'cause i got no brain so throw me in the pool put me up to bat throw me in the pool put me up to bat throw me in the pool put me up to bat put me up to bat i never really wanted it i want it bad though knew nothin' when it all gone south sayin' shit ya don't remember now poppin' off in a text but deletin' the vowels alone in houston ya never know whats up yr better breakin' you'll never grow up nope you'll never make shit you'll never know what's what and what's fakin' instead i'm gonna say i'll be like thirty times smarter ten percent better thirty five heads taller yup to the letter again ya don't know where yr never comin' back and where ya never wanna go home so throw me in the pool put me up to bat throw me in the pool put me up to bat throw me in the pool put me up to bat put me on deck i want it like a pencil in the back of the neck
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if i lose my lips my teeth and my wit to graze in the drunken screams canyon delete my shit say that i was hip and make bookwerm internet canon i was loose to the tip ya i'm used to it but i'm surprised to the day i even managed the oceans i drunk parliaments n the skunk i return to the flame i'm like salmon and as the great lakes slippin' into winter freeze i imagine the feeling of the first great lake that froze the helplessness and loneliness in something you could never control every ocean i slept in all the prozac n deplin every ocean that i ever occupied wellbutrin n klonopin abilify every ocean i slept in all the prozac n deplin every ocean that i ever occupied wellbutrin n klonopin abilify n every ocean i slept in the prozac n deplin every ocean that i ever occupied wellbutrin n klonopin abilify every ocean i slept in the prozac n deplin every ocean that i ever occupied wellbutrin n klonopin abilify every ocean i slept in all the prozac n deplin every ocean that i ever occupied wellbutrin n klonopin abilify

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[bsides, demos, & unfinished takes; late 2010s]

one of these is an m. trainor song i did for cavern brew records (cbrcbr.bandcamp.com/album/princess)

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released December 30, 2020

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